icanhearscreams: (turn my back)
Jun Ushiro ([personal profile] icanhearscreams) wrote in [personal profile] siriusly 2022-07-29 08:54 pm (UTC)

cw: drowning, body horror, gunshot wounds, suicide mention, blood, emetophobia

[He hesitates before huffing softly. He might as well. He already bothered the other enough to come over here.]

It started on the beach where we all first found the robot. I was looking for fossils. And then the ocean changed, and it started having huge waves. It picked me up off the beach and dragged me into the water, and I started to drown.

There were shapes in the water, and it started to turn red. I realized they were the bodies of everyone I killed, and they clumped together and turned into giant versions of Kana and Machi. Kana was telling me how I was a terrible brother which... I know I was. But Machi... she was going on about how the person who should have gotten shot in the head was me, that I was stupid for messing up my battle.

And then I saw my mother - the one who gave birth to me, not the one who adopted me. She said that I was... ugh, what was it? ... That I was a terrible soldier. That she wouldn't have died for me like she did for my sis - adopted sister, who she wasn't even related to. And then they all went away, and I was alone in the dark, struggling to breathe...

I was able to wake up then, but... it still felt like I was being choked, and I threw up.

[He wraps his arms around himself and leans forward, trying to breathe.]

They... they weren't wrong. I was terrible in my battle. She did die for my sister, not me. ... I should have been the one who died, not Machi. I mean, I died anyway, but...

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