If you do-- [he folds his hands, elbows propped on the table, and rests his chin against his hands.] If...if you do, there's things you got to do. I'll...have to...lay it all out. Write it down properly. So you know. Just in case. So you're not--

[his brow pinches and his eyes close as his throat clenches really tight, prompting him to swallow.]